Quarrelled wif him regarding Baby Gladys coz she fell frm the bed juz now while i was bathing 4 Tricia.
I put her on the bed & blocked her 4-sided but now she oso veri got strength, can kick the pillow away or even climb up the pillow datz why she fell.
Hubby SHOUTED at me saying why i never put her inside the baby cot & banged opened the toilet door not ONCE but TWICE (hey i was bathing 4 Tricia hor wat if she kena cold how, even made the toilet door spoilt, KNN).
He even got so angry dat he kicked the baby cot (1 of the wheels came out but can fixed back) & even threw things nearby.
WTF, as if itz my fault likedat coz he always told mi 2 put Baby Gladys inside the baby cot coz Tricia always disturbed her, but i always put her on my bed as long as i got put pillow 2 blocked her.
Asked him look after Baby Gladys 4 awhile & he will kpkb, asked mi 2 bring her in while he either watching tv or playing his games coz he always said Baby Gladys will still cry whether he carry or no carry her still the same.
I noe itz my fault oso lah but Baby Gladys fell mi oso heart pain mai, need 2 kick up such a big FUSS meh, somemore shouted at mi. ( i hate ppl 2 shout at mi).
I'm always the 1 staying at home & look after the kidz, while he can sukia sukia go out & hang wif his frenz chit chatting, gave mi lame excuses like Baby Gladys oni stick 2 u mai, den wat abt Xavier & Tricia, they so big liao oso don't always stick 2 mi mai!!!
I reali can't stand his FIERY TEMPER. He may be a responsible husband but his temper reali BAD. Everytime like 2 shout, bang door, when he's in a bad mood, datz why i oso no strenght & no heart 2 talk 2 him when he talked 2 mi i will juz keep quiet. I'm reali veri SICK & TIRED LIAO.
I don't expect him 2 give mi a good life, like a taitai likedat, i oso not materialistic no need eveything oso branded or everyday eat good food but his temper reali pissed mi off.
Sometimes i wondered did i make the right choice anot, i wished i could dissappeared into thin air or juz vanished frm this world, i'm sick & tired of everything.
Everytime when we quarrelled i will always think of DIVORCE, but wat about the kidz, can i reali live without him etc....................................................................................................
Sometimes i reali regretted marrying so early, somemore got my 1st child i seemed 2 be driffted away frm my frenz (now we oso NEVER or SELDOM meet, oni through phone, sms or msn).
Last tym they called mi asked mi out i always like can't make it think they oso noe i got kidz difficult 2 go out somemore now 3, MORE cannot go out liao datz why now they oso seldom asked mi out.(sob sob)
He always complained 2 mi his work veri STRESSED datz why his temper so bad, but that's not an excuse ok.
Always say he 1 person work veri "xiong" somemore got 5 mouth 2 feed everytime asked mi next year go out work (i ok de but who look after the kidz), say get a maid, ok lor if Baby Gladys next year not so sticky i oso wanna find a job coz i'm oso sick & tired staying at home like "mountain turtle" alidy. Go out at least i can make more new frenz, oso no need 2 see his temper.
Everytime say money not enough, yet he spend more than mi!!! I'm more thrifty than you ok!!!
Got alot of things i wanna vent my anger but juz 2 many alidy, i can go on & on the list even 10 pages even not enought.
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD (SHOUT)!!!!
CAN ANYBODY HEAR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
CAN ANYBODY HEAR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
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